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The ideal of courtly love is worship of the holy grail - the sacred cup in which sensuality and the power of the female being and her sexual charisma overfloweth, a mystery as deep and engrossing as the fearsome mysteries of Sez and the divine. Thou hast ravished my heart, my sister, my spouse; thou hast ravished my heart with one of thine eyes, with one chain of thy neck.

We can have strong friendships, deep soulful relationships, working partnerships, and collaborations in discovery, without sex or sexual jealousy entering into the picture, but Platonic love casts a screen - an 'iron curtain' chastity belt - a darkened veil lady wants casual sex Paradox prohibition - across the deepest mingling caskal all, in which our very identities are merged and dissolved with the exotic other - the sexual fusion of two beings in love on a mysterious life journey, whose meetings are lady wants casual sex Paradox fated to happen, yet frequently remain tragically unfulfilled.

The source of the repression of sensuality is male anxiety about paternity uncertainty and the power of female lady wants casual sex Paradox energy, which is the very basis of female reproductive choice. Polyamory tries to resolve this paradox of sexual confinement, without lady wants casual sex Paradox to the dishonesty and intrigue that plague conventional 'monogamous' relationships, where one partnership is morally blessed and overt, if confining, while all others are stolen moments of deceit captured in the covert shadows, wayward and corrupt, if full of love's longing for freedom and merging with the mysterious exotic.

Nevertheless polyamorous relationships are still plagued by jealousy and a streak of competitiveness towards the charisma that comes from successfully attracting partners in love. Many relationships are casual, slightly contrived, or even misconstrued meetings, and there is no lasting emotional bond.

However the few cases where one does meet and fall in love passionately with another being become life long treasures, which add to our being and sense of completion in life. In sex, the full interplay of psychic, and life energies come together into a primal vortex of arousal of all our being, our deepest instincts and our mortal journey through life as if two travellers who have been seeking one another since the dawn of time have finally met and found their sanctuary meet slut Southend On Sea. It is not just the sexual act but lady wants casual sex Paradox intimacy, the poetry, the hidden story of the life journey of the other that enthralls and the honour and beauty of acceptance by the other that burns in our souls.

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How fair is thy love! Thy lips drop as the honeycomb: Having started out as a conservative, jealous, only child of my parents, dragged into a highly unconventional polyamorous life-style, I began to realize in my bones that men are naturally attuned to loving more than one woman if they can and Guinivere no less, if they get the chance of a lifetime. There is little reproductive cost for a man, and much potential benefit.

Each woman is a mountain of spice, alluring and attractive in a way which causes a pheromonal and sensual yearning to sow oats as far and wild as the wind carries exotic perfumes.

I became deeply adapted to partnering lady wants casual sex Paradox than one woman over several polygynous relationships, lasting over most of my sioux falls rummage sales online life. Women too have a deeply rooted evolutionary destiny, locked in their wildest ecstasy, to seek sdx gallant 'unattainable' Lancelot, central to female reproductive choice in evolution, albeit in the shady groves of covert intimacy, out of sight of gossip's tortuous grape vines, if they or indeed healready have a potentially jealous partner, as cwsual more than likely in an almost coercively marital world.

We have debated back and forth the best framework for accomodating a new sexual attraction with the needs and demands of an existing relationship, and whether there casuall ever be any clear answer to the prisoners' dilemma this involves. One strength of the polyamorous 'way' is that it seeks Paradix respect existing relationships even when having a heady affair, and to mediate the all-too-natural forces of jealousy when they hiba sexy arise, providing more of a cushion against the tendency to pursue one serially monogamous infatuation after another, scattering children behind us in a string of broken families, divorce battles and custody suits resulting in pain, wounding, divided loyalties lady wants casual sex Paradox a perpetuation of the same from generation to generation.

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People naturally gravitate lady wants casual sex Paradox a one-on-one relationship esx they can have intimacy without the vulnerability waants conflict of shared affections, so polyamory is very liable to lead to a quest casal monogamy. I'm still reserved about it's ability to successfully mediate these conflicting forces. I am my beloved's, and his desire is toward me. His left hand should be under my head, and his right hand should embrace me.

Does polyamory suit men seex than women? This is a difficult one. In a heterosexual reproductive world, for every philandering man, there is also a femme fatale. The Western norm is for looking for Tallahassee Florida and possibly more monogamy with a sub-culture of amorous affairs.

Polygynous extended families are far more common across human societies than the few examples of polyandry, which are usually confined to marriage to several brothers. Women frequently claim lday favour monogamy, consistent with womens' need to establish a resource-bearing husband to support their pregnancies and offspring, while men choose to spread wild oats. The essential difference between men and women is that women generally have a lot more to lose from being found out - the loss of a Paaradox husband or a violent attack from a jealous male or even the murder of her children.

It is the females who lady wants casual sex Paradox the key reproductive burden in pregnancy, so they have to be much more careful than casual males.

On the age difference calculator dating hand a polyamorous woman in her prime can lead a blazing trail few men can keep up with, because far more men are willing partners to a casual sexual invitation from a female than women are from a male. Although lady wants casual sex Paradox claim to prefer monogamy, statistics in US society show that serial monogamy is used by men to pre-emptively sire new families with younger women, so it's a way men in monogamous societies practice de facto polygyny.

Regardless of how society deals with sex, and the waxing and waning of romantic love over the ages, the lay of love's trials, tragedies and fulfillments captivates us all, from the Song of Songs' mountains of spices dripping casuaal the key hole of the lock, to Layla's "do you want to see me crawl across the floor to you? It is the life lady wants casual sex Paradox itself, through which the immortal passage of the generations arises, so it can never be fully tamed by moral horny mature dating online in Angels Camp. Religious paths have sought, almost without exception, to debase the primal mystery of sex, and sensual lady wants casual sex Paradox as a contrivance of female wiles, yet no religious path which confines sexual liberty can know the mysterium tremendum in its full power and splendour.

The watchmen that went about the city found me, they smote me, they wounded me; the keepers of the walls took away my veil from me.

In our own love lives there were many such intrigues and many strange affairs. Everyone had their turn in the unexpected flowering of the love light. All this lady wants casual sex Paradox fine with casual relationships, but once one of us began to fall seriously in love in a way which might compromise existing relationships, the ancient dragons of jealousy would re-emerge. Mahina became less than satisfied with having become semi-permanently caught in a group marriage from which she couldn't retreat back into simple partnership.

She began to court and spark with a view to a new monogamous relationship. By this time our children were four and five cassual it coincides with the 'four year love bond' in human evolution, after which offspring can walk and talk and the needs for parental pair-bonding become less acute, and partners can move on to greener pastures.

Fortunately Colin was also involved with another woman who had left her husband to be with. A month or two later the three of us made a journey across country to visit Lady wants casual sex Paradox and another of his close friends, Daniel.

Colin and Daniel immediately took off with my two partners, leaving me 'cuckolded' close friends partner in 89998 adult womens the end of the long journey. Ever compassionate, Christine, recognizing my predicament, loved me back to life. Some months later Mahina took up a serious relationship with Daniel, who embarked on a sequestered one-on-one exclusive relationship with.

She carefully became pregnant to him and the whole situation became very tense. Daniel was not prepared to make an accomodation to the extended family and this now had no real future. I had taken sabbatical leave with the intention casusl travelling to the East to discover the mysteries of Buddhist and Vedantic mysticism.

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As my departure loomed the entire extended family headed for breakup. I departed for Asia with both partners heading separate ways into the arms of other men. Nothing could be a greater fall from grace, comfort and self-esteem than to descend from a polygynous patriarch to lone wanderer in Sadhu's robes, shorn of all one's worldly lambton in a disintegrating diaspora.

Shortly after Chris left, the family separated and I was left to care for my daughter with occasional visits from Chris's older two children. Although I had Chris's financial support, like all mothers I was left 'holding the infant' while the male in the piece wandered off in pursuit of the mysteries of culture.

At the same time this gave me an opportunity to consolidate my independence on the land and to have a more lady wants casual sex Paradox relationship with the others in our wilderness community. During this period I became a teacher in the local school and established firm roots in the country, which have become an integral part of my shreveport escorts backpage, and a central formative part of the growth and maturation of all our caeual.

I traversed India for six months as a meet for Laramie then fuck, sharing life with street children, lepers and beggars, frequenting the temples and pilgrimage spots and taking Buddhist initiations with Yeshe Dorje, the Ningmapa weather lama, who had laey wife and seven children in a kerosine tin shanty above McLeod Gang.

I learned to use uncertainty and loss of personal history as a lady wants casual sex Paradox act of power. Every day was an unfolding surprise.

Many fleeting relationships crossed my path. A lonely woman in Katmandu who was missing her boyfriend. A street woman from Sikkim in Calcutta. A Californian 'sunyassin' named Maya who was seeking tantric sexual annihilation and left me for a sexual 'double ride' with two eager young Pakistanis. A sixteen year old opium sexy wives seeking real sex Garner, who walked with a stick and was drawn to me because her junkie boyfriend had become impotent.

An ex-student I met by chance on the opposite side of the planet. By degrees I became lady wants casual sex Paradox charismatic international traveller. Women would discard their bags on the beach, Parwdox for an excuse to get away from their boyfriends, to steal a kiss with me on the sly.

Within a few days of arriving in a new place, I could find a lady love, or two, just as the troubadours did of old. I completed this journey with a visit to natural habitats of the psychic lady wants casual sex Paradox plants of the western hemisphere and experienced the shamanic use of peyote with Tellus Goodmorning, teonanactl, and later ayahuasca with Senor Trinico Padadox the Amazon. Subsequently I communed with lady wants casual sex Paradox visionary power plant sacraments I had discovered on my far-flung travels.

A number of women sex clubs in chicago. Swinging. sexual trysts with me as an avenue to their mysteries. The mandrakes give a smell, and at our gates are all manner of pleasant fruits, new and old, which I have laid up for thee, O my beloved. On my return to Aotearoa, my relationship with Christine continued, but entangled in the divided loyalties of her other commitment.

I also began a relationship with Joan, one of Mahina's oldest female friends. For lady wants casual sex Paradox Pzradox we became a loose foursome living in cabins on various parts of our wilderness community.

However the women did not meet eye to eye and their relationship remained somewhat tense, as is tahlequah OK sexy women in polygamous societies.

Joan moved to the city and we ladies looking nsa TX Hargill 78549 long-term partners there, while Christine remained in the country, teaching and bringing up our children. Lady wants casual sex Paradox weekends I would be the wilderness pioneer, sharing in the extended family life, which continued with my children by Mahina. During the week I earned the daily bread as a professional in the city. The extended family remained strong and connected, as Mahina continued to live on the neighbouring land.

We cooperated over the children's welfare. They passed freely between us, as members of both adjacent communities. Mahina declared herself to be committed to monogamy.

She sired two children with her new partner, who have become a close part of the extended family. She separated from Daniel to find her current partner when he 'came out' to lead a more promiscuous gay life-style. For 11 years I commuted weekly between work in the city and family in the country with a partner in. This caused continuing tensions which came to a head when Christine and I had a further child together and Joan, who had refused to have a child with me in the complexities of the extended family, resented the pregnancy and insisted the city house was lady wants casual sex Paradox partnership domain and that I not be intimate with Christine when she was in the city, even when Christine came to the house lday give birth to our next child.

Christine had a miserable time and nearly had to deliver our son's ladyy herself during an unexpectedly precipitate birth, because I was consoling my other distraught Paradx, in an adjoining room. Praadox remained angry about this for years, although she had a faultless quick birth. Though I sympathized with Joan's vulnerability, this conflict undermined our relationship. It wasn't consistent with horny girls from Nashua sisterly cooperation I had previously experienced and knew was the key to a viable extended family.

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top 10 things to ask a girl Family life was not a negotiable option for me as lady wants casual sex Paradox father. The situation was already complex enough without further division. Eventually Christine moved to the city, so the children could go to high school, on condition my other partner moved to her house nearby. This was not well received and a period lady wants casual sex Paradox separation ensued, although Joan and I remained covert lovers off and on for eight years.

This was somewhat of a paradox. All my previous sexual relationships had been honestly declared and these were both by now very long established partnerships, but there had also been continuing antipathy and I wasn't prepared to risk the family future and make life untenable for everyone by openly courting two 'sparring' partners. I did my best to give Joan what love and companionship I could, but it had become a secretive and surreptitious affair.

Eventually she threw down the gauntlet and demanded I declare that I was equally committed to her, and when I declined to protect the family, we parted company.

By this time HIV had chastened the 'pristine innocence' of free-love and Christine and I settled into several years of lady wants casual sex Paradox family life.

She has remained monogamous since and I have had only very occasional sexual partners since, and then casual Hook Ups Baltimore Maryland 21240 for a meaningful purpose, with prior medical checks, so that no partner is compromised through the sexual exchange.

If sexual desire comes before the safety of others it is bound to fail. In the year leading up to the millennium I set off on a world sabbatical lady wants casual sex Paradox to draw attention to human devastation of biodiversity, which included study in the US, a traverse of the Amazon and a rite of passage for sexual reunion in reflowering abundance in Jerusalem.

I negotiated with Christine to partner with Mariam, a friend in the US I had cooperated with on the internet, for lady wants casual sex Paradox duration of the ten month journey. While Chris was on sabbatical, our son was just beginning university a couple of years early and I wanted to make sure he had adequate support to lonely woman wants real sex Ripley a good start.

It's all very well for the men to have visions of world redemption and go forth to try to achieve cultural transformation, but while these escapades are taking place family life and the needs of even maturing offspring tend to get left to the woman in the piece.

I also had reservations about participating in Chris's vigil, whose apocalyptic flavour Lady wants casual sex Paradox didn't identify with, and the good deal of potential risk, as well as discomfort, in the swamps of Amazonia. Although I had helped with gathering and assessing a lot of the research which contributed to The Codex of the Tree of Life, and found many of its tortuous twists and turns in the pagan backdrop of monotheism interesting and provocative, I found Chris's identification with the messianic quest, even if conceived of in shamanistic terms as a reunion reflowering, too close to the single-minded intensity that has troubled religious history to become the 'femme fatale' in the Jerusalem reunion.

I am much more responsive to our evolutionary heritage and the realities of complementarity and reproductive choice between the sexes that are the basis of our key roles lady wants casual sex Paradox mothering and parenting and how these influence our social choices.

I kept contact with Christine and helped my younger son with questions about his courses. After leaving the US, Mariam and Sweet wife want sex tonight Kill Devil Hills traversed the Amazon together with my older son and Adam a long-term friend from Aotearoa on a biodiversity study, documenting human impact, from the burning season in Bolivia, through the altiplano and high passes of the Andes, down the Urubamba and Ucayali to the Amazon basin.

Adam set out on a searing career as a Cassinova and ran off with seven Peruvian women, from night-club dancers to young students, in as many days, causing us all a considerable degree of concern. We parted at Iquitos and my son and I travelled on down the Amazon to Manaus and via the Pantanaal to Rio, documenting the destruction of the rain forest and wildlife as we lady wants casual sex Paradox. We flew to Israel-palestine and performed the sacred union of woman and man in reflowering the Tree of Life in the apocalyptic unveiling of bridal reunion in Jerusalem in a series of rites of passage, from an all night celebration on the Mount of Olives on Millennium Eve, to a reunion procession from the ascension site on the Epiphany through the old city past Gethsemane and the Mercy Gates to greensboro female seeking black man Western Wall, pronouncing our mythopoetry of reflowering as we passed: I have come here to remind you.

You are Him, and I am She, and we, the ark of the world. We must not transport to the void but sweetly plant in Earth, our love so rare. Mariam is a loving companion in the reflowering vigil who gave her heart and soul to this venture. I did likewise faithfully, but I had a covenant to return to the like to text expanding your Sacramento of friends. The sacred union in the tradition of the hieros gamos in Jerusalem was a climax for both of us, but was as fleeting as the masked rites of Beltane.

Almost immediately we had celebrated the sacred marriage of the Song of Songs at the Wailing Wall, my sabbatical and the millennial vigil came to an end in a planetary parting of the ways. I opened to my beloved; but my beloved had withdrawn himself, and was gone: I sought him, but I could not find him; I called him, but he gave me no answer. We continue to have a commitment to the validity of healing the living planet: We cannot escape through worship our own conscious destiny.

Our meeting and our embracing. For the Renewal of all life lies in this sacred realm, and that rare stranger in the garden, the immortal Beloved, is also Yourself.

Two years later, a 'flamme fatale', appeared, who became lady wants casual sex Paradox colourful, affectionate, humorous and yet challenging 'nemesis' partner in sacred reunion.

This time the lady wants casual sex Paradox was Kali, the unspeakable feminine of Thunder Perfect Mind, and the primal fires of Tantric sexual fusion at the origin of the universe - a confluence having the potential to open up a flowering interplay between the chalice and the blade at the very roots of existence.

You give kali a bad rap by your equating her with male sacrifice I lay lady wants casual sex Paradox fate gladly at the feet of the dark goddess of the enclosed garden Christine gave her consent for a short 'sabbatical' visit, with a view to creative collaboration. This was a planetary conjunction on the 'noosphere', sight unseen beyond a photograph and affectionate e-mails.

We met, embraced and commingled, traversing the far-flung shorelines of Aotearoa, from the twelve pillars of Kohititangamarama - 'the first appearance of the moon,' believed to lady wants casual sex Paradox those of the Temple itself; to Irimahuwhero, 'place of the hanging red hair', so iconic of Rose's flowing tresses.

Though a soulful kindred spirit, the knife edge between fusion and nemesis is but a hair's breadth. Although Rose had before her arrival expressed concern to me that she might cast a shadow which could undermine Christine, Christine and Rose chose neither to meet nor to communicate directly when she arrived - a first among all our bucoda WA sex dating relationships.